Archive for February, 2008


A Bit of Fantasy

February 28, 2008

While I’ve been recovering from my operation, I’ve been lying in bed reading a lot of books. It has been commented, by people that know me personally, that I read a lot, and that I read very fast. Some have even suggested that I ought to slow my reading pace because it is uncomfortable for them to watch me race through book after book. Indeed, there are times where I take a week or two or three off reading books, and read only my regular Bible readings, so that my brain doesn’t explode from the reading.

I bought two fantasy-genre novels before my operation and, almost a week later, have finished both of them. I couldn’t put them down, and was struck by their originality and depth of meaning – so I thought I’d mention them here.

Graham, L. B. (2004), The Binding of the Blade Book 1: Beyond the Summerland, Phillipsburg: P&R Publishing.

Koorong, Official Website.

This book kept me compulsively reading it. It’s fairly lengthy compared to the normal size of the novels I read, but that said, I managed to finish it within a week. So that really says something. When I wasn’t reading it, I was thinking about it. I found myself really caught up in the characters.

The story is mostly told around the journey of the hero Joraiem. Destined to be one of the leaders of their country, he journeys to the ancient city where his country’s leaders have been trained for generations. When the training takes an unexpected turn, they journey over sea and land to fight an ancient foe. There are great characters – a wise prophet, a beautiful princess, galloping horses, a warrior tiger, talking bears, magnificent dragons, and evil enemies. It’s one of the better books I’ve read in the fantasy genre. There’s a lot of unexpected twists and turns.

Admittedly I wish the ending was a little different – though it felt appropriate to the grand and epic tale, it left me feeling rather sad. Hopeful, but sad. Nevertheless, it was a brilliant story and I feel all the more enriched because of it. Now I have to save up some money to buy the rest of the series now and find out what happens next!

Overstreet, J. (2007), Auralia’s Colors, Colorado Springs: WaterBrook Press.

Koorong, Word, WaterBrook Press.

This is the story of a baby girl found in the wilderness. As she grows, she is found to have a mysterious gift that could disrupt the laws of the nearby town. It’s a mysterious tale, I found it fascinating, if not a little dark. It was definitely entertaining and full of drama. It made me ask a lot of questions – who are the truly evil? Why have laws for merely law’s sake? What lengths would people go to to enforce social divisions? Why would a society silence the spiritual from open discussion? I have no idea if that’s what the author intended though, and I’m not postmodern enough to suggest that the author’s purpose and motive ought to be discounted! It was definitely a fascinating read.


Taking a Break

February 21, 2008

Hi, readers, just letting you know that I’m having an operation this weekend. As a result, I may be taking a break from blogging while I recover. I have been told the recovery will take around 2 weeks. So, please add me to your RSS reader bookmarks, and it’ll let you know when I update this blog – or check back in in a week or two!



How are people finding me?

February 21, 2008

How are people finding this blog?

Some of the searches people use to come across my blogs have been quite entertaining to read. Others show a bizarre cross section of different reasons people read my blog – from art through to questioning the issues of spirituality.

Here’s some of the search engine queries that have directed people to this blog, no matter how irrelevant some of them may have seemed!:

    ▪    kookaburra paintings
I have photographed them… I don’t recall painting them, sorry!
    ▪    is biblical creationism reasonable?
yes, I think so!
    ▪    amalgamation wow
I didn’t think it was that awesome a name, but hey, thanks for the compliments!
    ▪    problems with genesis written as poetry
yeah, it is a problematic idea. Genesis as poetry is a very recent development when theologians are willing to bow down to the philosophies of postmodern man (read for more information on this issue!)
    ▪    acrocanthosaurus
I like that typing in the genus name of an extinct species of reptile directs people to me!
    ▪    jesus about marriage
    ▪    musings of a chinese vegetarian
Sorry, I’m not of Chinese cultural heritage. Some of my friends are descended from Chinese ancestors, but I don’t know that any of them are vegetarians!
    ▪    photo of wisemen visit herod
I’m pretty sure they didn’t have cameras back then.
    ▪    bible having ought with your brother
    ▪    scriptures leave your husbands matthews
umm, no I don’t intend to leave my husband, or his matthews
    ▪    did joseph and mary ever consummate thei
guessing the end of that sentence! The answer is yes, they did consumate their marriage, after Jesus’ birth – see Matthew 1:25 and Matthew 12:46-50
    ▪    bible dont eat
No, don’t eat your Bible. Yes, God’s Word can be called the bread of life, but it’s in a metaphorical or spiritual sense. It’s not actually made of bread. It’s also gluten free.
    ▪    bible monogamy
No doubt related to the question, “why do Christians believe in monogamy if there’s so many polygamists in the Bible?” I linked my fizzy musings post ( to this question to the article at
    ▪    dinasours with the ark

The dinosaurs were evidently eating lemons when Noah welcomed them onto the ark.

   ▪    vegetarian bible
The question is, was the person looking for a vegetarian resource called the “Vegetarian Bible,” or were they looking for information on people who are Bible-believers and vegetarians? On the latter topic, I wrote a post at


Foundations of Christian Doctrine

February 21, 2008
Conner, K. (1980), The Foundations of Christian Doctrine, Vermont, Victoria, Australia: KJC Publications.
[Word, Koorong, Official Kevin J. Conner Website.]
I’ve lost count of the times I’ve told people that this is a great book. I found it an essential part of my Bible study reference books. I regularly consult it for information. It offers an easy-to-read study guide on the key aspects of Christian doctrine. The author is a renowned Bible teacher who makes the dry-sounding topics of doctrine come to life. I have had the privilege of hearing him teach on a variety of topics, and each time I have come away with a renewed passion for the Bible, and a new level of understanding.
It covers all the essential basics, in easy-to-read plain English, with plenty of detail for the more experienced student, and enough to keep the new Christian occupied with Bible study for a long time! Topics include the nature of God, the condition of humanity, things like angels and demons, salvation and eternity.

Personal Devotional – The Awesomeness and Closeness of God

February 21, 2008

Wikipedia NASA image - Seyfert’s Sextet

Image from Wikipedia.
Taken by the Hubble Space Telescope.

Scripture: Isaiah 40:12

Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand,
or with the breadth of his hand marked off the heavens?
Who has held the dust of the earth in a basket,
or weighed the mountains on the scales,
and the hills in a balance?


The Lord is amazing, awesome, wonderful. He is so immensely great, so massive, that the entirety of the heavens – the universe, and all within it, can be measured in His hand! All that we see in the universe, the magnificence of the sun, moon, stars, distant galaxies, was commanded into existence by His voice. Yet God, in His omnipotence, is also immanent. He is here. He is Immanuel, God with us. He is so immense, yet here is close enough to be with us.

He sustains me in the difficult times. Even when I can’t sense His presence, He is here. When life has become a difficult journey through a dry wilderness, where death and danger lurk at every corner, He is here. He triumphs in this wilderness.

What would I do without the sustaining peace and joy of my Lord? Life has been hard, so hard lately.  Disease, sickness, exhaustion and frustration mark every week. Jealousy and envy threaten to take over when I feel like others are more favoured than I. But I realise that I have been seeking the temporary, the momentary comforts and pleasures of this mortal life. I seek my Lord, I look beyond this life, and look to that which is unseen. And it is there that I find my peace.

There is more to life than this moment on Earth. So I remind myself to live with my eyes on the One who is greater than the Earth, greater than the world. What can this life offer but fleeting moments of comfort, money, possessions, the applause of mortal men? It pales when I look upon the God who made the entirety of the universe with His command, who, in six days, fashioned the Earth, heavens, and its myriad beautiful creatures. He is so great, yet He cares deeply for the destiny of those who walk this Earth. What more can I want but to live in His presence?

Further Scriptures:
•    Genesis 1:14-19 – the creation of the sun, moon and stars.
•    Genesis 1:31 – the very good creation completed in six days.
•    Matthew 1:20-23 – Jesus would be called “Immanuel,” meaning ‘God with us.’
•    2 Corinthians 4:8-18 – life can be difficult at times, but with the life of Christ within me I am sustained. I look to the things that I cannot yet see; and I look beyond the temporary world in which I live right now.
•    Galatians 5:19-21 – the sinful nature brings jealousy and envy.

Dictionary –
omnipotence – this word means “all powerful,” and is used to refer to God being the most powerful being in existence.
immanence – this means that God sustains and pervades the universe – that is, He is all through the universe. He is close, nearby, and able to be everywhere.


202. Sable Antelope

February 18, 2008

Antelope Sketch Book

 Antelope Sketch – Pencil on paper.

This is one of my sketches, “from the vaults.” Drawn in 2005, it was inspired by a nature reference book photograph of a Sable Antelope  (Hippotragus niger).


Life Just Keeps Moving On…

February 18, 2008

Farm Doormat
Photography by Matt.

This photo was taken at the old family farm. We went there last week for a visit to my relatives. I miss that place so much, where most Saturdays I’d go there to help out. It was a dairy farm for the most parts, but at times also ran beef cattle and other assorted livestock.

The family lives in a newly built house a little way down the front paddock, but this photo is of the doormat at the entrance to the old house. It hasn’t been that many years since they moved into the new house, so I was amazed to see just how quickly the garden moved in to overtake the house. The once clear view from the lounge room window is now obscured by masses of trees. Ferny tendrils have pushed in under windowsills.

The sight of the doormat really affected me. Perhaps it’s because I remember it as a fully intact mat. I’m pretty sure it used to say, “Love is… a warm welcome,” with a cutesy image of two naked people hugging. An innocent image, not smutty – just to clarify that! Now here it was, ripped in half, in tatters, obscured by the leaves and plants that encroached on the old house.

How many times had I once crossed over that mat, stepped indoors – without knocking on the door – and run down to greet my grandparents in there? Like I said, I was usually there on a weekly basis through my childhood. We had grown up in the town just 15 or 20 minutes’ drive away. Now, here I was, only six or seven years since I last stepped inside that particular house, and feeling just how quickly things had moved on. The day prior to last week’s farm visit would’ve been my grandfather’s 87 th birthday – but he passed away in September 2007. It really hit me – he wasn’t there anymore. Because I had become quite ill shortly after his death, I had not spent time grieving. Now, it was beginning to well up within me, this immeasurable sense of loss.

In the last few years since I first moved out of my parents’ home, I have lost both my grandfathers. It is still astoundingly painful, at times, when I reflect on their loss. They were such an integral part of my life, and now there is this gaping spiritual hole where they once were.

This grandad, the one from the farm, was a big part of my life. How grateful I was to have him in my life for almost 26 years. Not only did we see him regularly at the farm, he was sports teacher at my school, and a swimming coach at the local swimming pool. I often attended mass with him on a Sunday morning, where he’d always buy me a large bag of mixed lollies. We would often talk, and I’d listen to his tales of fighting in the Second World War.

My other grandad, the one who lived just around the corner in our country town, was the local public school principal (I went to the Catholic school). He would often take us on day trips to various sights, whether impromptu visits to the beach (about 20 minutes away), to movies, or tourist attractions. He helped me develop a thirst for learning that he demonstrated throughout his life. He passed away when I was barely 20 years old, and I’m so grateful that one of the last few times I saw him alive was at my wedding, the first day in a long time that I had seen him outside hospital. He died relatively young, in his 60s, and it was a tragic and unexpected passing.

I can’t explain how much I miss my grandfathers. I feel so sad that my own children never really got to know their great-grandfathers. I was pregnant with my eldest when the first grandfather passed away. My children did get to meet farm grandad, though, something for which I am grateful. Their great-grandfathers on their father’s side had died many years ago, well before I met my husband.

It often strikes me just how quickly time moves on. It reminds me of that C.S. Lewis quote, where he says that the only reason we ought to be surprised at time is if, ultimately, we’re called to be eternal beings.

From the Bible:

1 Thessalonians 4:13-18

Brothers and sisters, we do not want you to be uninformed about those who sleep in death, so that you do not grieve like the rest, who have no hope. We believe that Jesus died and rose again, and so we believe that God will bring with Jesus those who have fallen asleep in him. According to the Lord’s word, we tell you that we who are still alive, who are left till the coming of the Lord, will certainly not precede those who have fallen asleep. For the Lord himself will come down from heaven, with a loud command, with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet call of God, and the dead in Christ will rise first. After that, we who are still alive and are left will be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air. And so we will be with the Lord forever. Therefore encourage one another with these words.

(Today’s New International Version, from


The Neighbours Had Kittens

February 18, 2008

Visual Diary Kitty

9.57 pm – Monday 14 January 2008

The neighbour’s cat had kittens, and they play in our driveway. They’re so cute.  I love cats… and dogs… and rabbits… and ponies… and cattle… and, well, I like animals. Simple as that – probably why I became a vegetarian (that was back in 1995 … still veg!)


Intelligent Censorship

February 15, 2008

Here’s a link to an interesting article I read today. It concerns the issue of an apparent lack of freedom amongst academics to truly and freely express their perspectives and research – especially when it goes against the popularly accepted status quo.

“Expelled: new movie exposes persecution of anti-Darwinists,” by Andrew Halloway.


201. Feline Philosopher

February 15, 2008

Cat Thinking

Pencil on paper.

 I called this the “Cat, Thinking.” What is he thinking about? I do not know.

If he’s anything like the neighbours’ cats, who hang out in my front yard, he’s thinking about whether or not he trusts these strange humans, despite the fact we have never, ever demonstrated hostility to our feline neighbours!


200. Wow, Now I’ve Posted 200 Art Folio Pieces!

February 13, 2008
Self Portrait Photo
In November 2006, I started a blog named “A Humble Art Folio.” Its main intention was to show my family and friends that I wasn’t “just” a ‘good mother.’ In fact, I’d heard so many good-intentioned encouragements like, “Oh, you’re a great wife and mother, and we’re sure there’s other things that you’re good at,” that I started to feel a little gloomy. Art has been a lifelong interest and drawing / painting a passion for as long as I can remember. The only other thing in my life to rival it is probably my book reading habit!
I enjoy painting, drawing and even dabble in a bit of photography. So, for number 200 I thought I’d share with you one of my self portrait photos taken in recent months. I actually don’t know if I like it much, but oh well. Here ’tis, anyway. Actually, it looks terrible as a thumbnail!
Well, back to the art folio thing. I guess it began to depress me that, while I had once been known as an art nut, my current social crowd seemed to have missed that. Maybe they couldn’t see beyond the fact that I was towing around my preschooler children. Others appeared to have the misconception that I was definitely an intellectual / academic text book-reading-nerd type, and therefore I couldn’t also be artistically skilled. Well, why can’t I be both? I’m certainly no Leonardo da Vinci, but surely it was the great artists like him who demonstrated quite clearly that intelligence, intellect and art are a beautiful combination!
It’s ok, though, I’ve become a bit less insecure since those days. And my key self-definition comes (I hope) from my walk as a follower of the Lord Jesus Christ and believer in the Bible. The other stuff – artist, book nerd, university student, wife, mother, volunteer worker, former heavy metal band member (!) [I played bass guitar, woo hoo! Go the 5-strings!], etc., are all aspects of my individual personality.
So, to all the other mums* out there, you are more than a toddler-changing, housecleaning machine. Don’t starve yourself of the things that make you a glorious individual, created in God’s image to bring His light and life into the world! 😀
*Alternative spelling, “moms”

Happy Apology Day!

February 13, 2008
From the diary…

Today was an historic day in the history of this beautiful nation of Australia. I shed a tear or two as the leaders of this nation stood in Parliament to offer an apology to the Indigenous Australians. It seemed as if the whole nation stopped, for a moment, to watch as the Prime Minister and Opposition Leader both apologised for the brutal, horrific treatment of Indigenous Australians. Ever since non-Indigenous people made their way to this continent, the native peoples have been subject to inhuman cruelties. Perhaps even more sadly, since more and more nations have sent their migrants here, the First Peoples of Australia have been more and more marginalised, as more vocal immigrants make their own voices and demands known.

I am a white Australian, and my family have been free settlers (not convicts!) here for many generations – some dating back to the First Fleet in the 1700s. It saddens and appals me to think that my ancestors’ generations took advantage of the Indigenous Peoples.

As a Bible-believing Christian, I am also disgusted that many cruelties and brutalities were unleashed upon the Indigenous Peoples in the name of my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. The Bible clearly teaches the shared humanity of all people, regardless of race, gender or socio-economic status. According to Scripture, we are all descendants of Adam and Eve first, and of Noah – the various cultures and languages of the world arising as the people were scattered at the Tower of Babel, thousands of years ago. There are no “more evolved” or “less evolved” people. We are all made in the image of our Creator. And it saddens me that my Lord’s name has been used to unleash oppression and hatred upon other humans.

It was amazing to walk through the shopping centre today, where nearly all the television sets were clearly playing the live coverage of the Prime Minister’s apology to Indigenous Australians, especially the stolen generations. Shopkeepers were pausing to watch the historic address. In the queue at the bank, I noticed that even the bank tellers were stopping to watch the tv. What an amazing day!

I personally hope this will mark a new era of light, hope, love and respect amongst Australians of all backgrounds, and that the Indigenous Australians will receive the respect and honour they deserve, as people groups with dignity, respect, and acknowledgement from all the different cultures represented in our country.


Allergies Suck

February 12, 2008

Visual Diary Allergies

Monday 7 January 2008 – 8.55pm

The disease* has become a prison. I can’t step outside. I hate the sickness so much. I hope there’s a cure.

Having an ok day… Spring cleaning in mid-summer. Better late than never!

~My House~

(these trees become polleny in December [allergenic])

(when this plant flowers I end up lying in emergency ward in hospital)

(these trees are poisonous)


*I have serious allergy problems. They’re potentially life threatening and no one knows what causes them.


A PS – looks like my body’s recovered from most of whatever the problem was. I still have allergy problems but not as severe as before.


Is the sixth day of creation reasonable?

February 12, 2008

The question of whether all the tasks assigned to Adam to complete on the sixth day of creation could have occured in a single, 24-hour day is a good one. It sure does sound like a lot of work – name the animals, for starters. Not to mention meeting and marrying the woman just created from a piece of his side!

Australian geologist/engineer and Christian apologist, Dr Tas Walker,  has written a handy review of the question, “could everything described on the sixth day of creation in Genesis 1 have actually fit into a single day?”

The article can be found at:

Walker, T. (2007), “Fitting everything in on the 6th day,” (accessed 12 February 2008), Eight Mile Plains: Creation Ministries International.


199. Colourful Unicorn

February 12, 2008


This is one of the water soluble pencil paintings I did over the hot New Years season. I can’t explain it. I just draw unicorns, a lot. They are probably my default drawing! One of my dear friends has humorously suggested that perhaps there are tiny, invisible horses on my paper, and I’m just tracing them when I draw.


198. Christmas Inspired – Journey To Bethlehem

February 11, 2008


Journey To Bethlehem

This was one of a few Christmas-inspired paintings I did late 2007. This illustration represents the journey to Bethlehem undertaken my Joseph and his wife Mary. It was drawn using water soluble pencils and crayons, then painting over them with water and a paintbrush.


Poll Results

February 11, 2008

Does your church (or equivalent house of worship) incorporate creative arts?

Our church focuses on contemporary music.
  2 (40%)
Our church incorporates music / drama.
  3 (60%)
Our church incorporates crafts, painting and other arts.
  0 (0%)
Our church has a wide variety of arts represented in its building.
  1 (20%)
Our church doesn’t incorporate any arts.
  1 (20%)
Our church has music, in the traditional hymns style.
  1 (20%)
Our church has illuminated Scriptures.
  0 (0%)
I do not attend any kind of church.
  1 (20%)
Something not listed here.
  0 (0%)

Votes so far: 5
Poll closed

Ok, the lesson I may need to learn is to ask more interesting poll questions! I’m not sure that this blog has a polls function, though!


Moving House

February 11, 2008

This blog has now moved to my new blog, The Amalgamation:

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Dream Horse

February 11, 2008

Visual Diary Dream

Sunday 6 January 2008 – 8.06 pm

My afternoon dream naptime was a bit weird… I dreamt of a land of snow, ice, crazy horsemen, flying horses, murderers, and trees. It’s summer and I live in Australia – there’s no snow in these parts. Why would I dream of snow?!


197. Laughing Kookaburra

February 11, 2008


 This is a photo I took recently (3 February 2008) at a National Park in Victoria, Australia. It is a kookaburra, a native Australian bird. The ‘laughing kookaburra,’ Dacelo novaeguineae, is found throughout much of Australia, especially along the eastern coasts and the south west coast of the country.

Kookaburras belong to the kingfisher family, Alcedinidae (Coraciiformes).


  • Reader’s Digest Complete Book of Australian Birds (1986),  Surry Hills: Reader’s Digest Sydney, pp.344-345.
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